Hi I'm Ben, This blog consists of anime and manga related stuff and not a whole lot else these days. I do sometimes post personal ramblings and such, just to warn you!

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It has been 3 years since I was last in a relationship, I’ve tried to convince myself for the last 2 of those years that I was happier single, but I’m not.

I’m sick of being lonely, I’m sick of never having sex because I’m so awkward and I can’t keep letting myself obsess over the past.

This is me admitting to myself that things have only got worse while I’ve been attempting convincing everyone that I am happier than ever, or at least less depressed than ever.

Shit shit shit shit shit

My dad went to the hospital for a check up because he had to have a skin cancer removed a couple of months ago and they wanted to see if it had spread.

It turns out it has, my dad was in a bit of a state when he spoke to my mum on the phone so all we know is that they found cancer in his body and he needs a more serious operation followed possibly by chemotherapy…

I’m kind of in shock myself, I never really thought this would happen to my dad :(

So annoyed I’ve been ill all weekend, there was a squat party in an empty bank last night on London Road and Featurecast¬†are playing tonight at the Volks, such a shitty weekend to be ill


I have an interview tomorrow!

And it isn’t even the one I was waiting for! which means if I don’t get it I still have another interview!

Finally started applying for jobs

fingers crossed I can get employed soooon!

I always get feelings of nostalgia and homesickness when I look at pictures of Brighton, even though I’m sitting here right now, in Brighton…